WeAreLupus.org - The Social Support Network for People Living with Lupus & Fibromyalgia

my day!

I feel okey today but that very well like yesterday. I woke up at around 7am and just feel bloated. I took tea and milk and headed for work at the hospital. Its a struggle for me daily because recently , maybe 3 months now i have easy fatigability and my hemoglobin dropped to 8md/dl . I cant complain because i have to work . I also love being at work because i forget i have a disease and i am having self worth. I am recently thinking about dying and what will happen to my body and spirit. i am afraid to be forgotten. i am thinking of things i need to do NOW before im in my death bed. i wan t to experience things  .I want to travel. i want to see the snow , i want to go to africa and london . i want to breath easily. i want to walk 100 steps without being out of breath , i want to see the sunset these are simple things but i think its very difficult to achieved. God  thank u so much fo r all the blessing today. JADE