jade
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happy, sad

February 10, 2009

im happy because im still granted to be here on this day  to continue my life. im happy because i am not in pain but still nauseated because of the cytoxan that i received two days back. Im happy because i believed that there is still life for me after  all because im socializing at times and was able to im part some of my little knowledge regarding  infection control.

Im sad a little bit because as a sufferer of chronic  disease like mine, i felt i have a bleak future. Always not sure of what my life will be ahead. But i am always praying to God that He will help me make through to this kind of life i have. I even don't plan for the future. I just lived each day as it is.

For the world be the world. I will laugh or smile but i will also experience mood swings.

Thanks ,ewan ko .jade

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  • Lilykat

    One day at a time. Not just a motto for AA. I feel like you, but today is worse. In pain. Flaring bad. But trying to keep my sanity. Thanks for sharing in your journal. It helps to read how others are coping. God Bless and I hope you feel better soon. I went thru Cytoxan a few years ago. Rough. But I made it, so will you.  I know you will. Have faith.

    36 months ago

  • Marie

    I  went throught  Cytoxan about 10 years ago just hang in there all will be well.Ask the doctors if they are able to give you procrit they gave it to my mom when she was having her chemo and she didn't get sick too much.

    36 months ago

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